The "talk"..
Ok, so I had "the talk" with Frankie tonight...I guess it went ok, but I'm not sure. I said that I needed my space, and that I feel that I don't have any. I said that I wasn't sure that I wanted anything other than friendship with him now. I think he feels like it's his fault, but it's mine also. I encouraged it, too much, and now...we both have...issues I guess... OK! well, now he's sending me text messages, saying: "What u mean we spend 2 much time 2gether? i only saw u twice! and if we did talk on da fone it was 4 like 10 min at a time and that was when u wanted 2 talk 2 me!", and "I bet its all because i said that i love you, isnt it!" GRRR!!! I didn't send anything back to him... But that's only a PART of it!! We've seen each other almost every day!! And talked every day also!! What part of "we're spending too much time together" is so hard to get???? I mean, we ARE!!! HOW HARD IS THAT TO GRASP?????? We're only continuing a behavior that needs to stop! I don't know how to explain it!! I thought I did ok, but no!!! WHAT MORE CAN I DO???? I want to be nice, but am I being TOO NICE???!?!??!?!?? I guess I must be, because he doesn't seem to get it!!
OK, well! Enough of that!
I don't know what to type, so I'll end this one for now...


grrrrr.....
- posted by Rachel @ 12:13 AM