An Update...
Ok, here I am again.
Finally.
Anywayz....
Tonight I made the purchase of more plane tickets, this time to go back to Arizona.
I have been sitting on the fence my whole life, and it was a time for me to decide. I could not decide, meaning that I kept going from one decision to the other, and so I was counseled to decide, and then, go home.
I want to stay, I want to learn, and grow, but, I'm ashamed to write that I am not willing to give up what I want for the good of the cause. I want to get to that point, but I'm not yet.
So...The decision has been made. I will go home, and I will spare the girls here my bad example.
I made the wrong decision, but I have made a decision, and am going forward with it.
I arrive in Tucson at 10:23pm, Monday night.
One week from now.
I've been here about a month and a half, and have enjoyed every bit of it!
The Sabbath studies. Sabbath hikes. Prayer meeting. Choir practise. Living with othe believers who were not my family.
All the blessings that I have received, and what have I done with them?
I have gone my own way.
Anywayz....
So, yeah, off I go again! :-(
I don't want to go, but this is my decision.

More at a later date...
- posted by Rachel @ 9:59 PM